12个小时前
我真得走了 I really need to go.
你干嘛还死盯着这家伙？ Why are you still seeing this guy?
其他人都放弃他了 亲爱的 Everybody else has given up on him, honey.
- 我不能放弃 - 算了吧 - It's not going to be me. - Let him go.
他不值得你这么坚持 He's not worth it.
听着 我今晚得直接从办公室走 Listen, I have to go straight from the office tonight.
请你不要迟到哦 Please do not be late.
我保证 I promise.
我爱你 I love you.
这里是麦迪逊·泰勒与爱德华·强森 This is Maddison Taylor with Edward Johnson.
今天是6月8日 Today's date is June 8th.
我们可以开始了吧？ Can we begin?
可 Yeah.
爱迪 你今天吃东西了吗？ Eddie, have you eaten today?
吃了 Yeah.
做梦了吗？有没有做梦？ How about dreaming? Any dreams?
不记得了 Not really.
那么 当你做梦的时候 你会梦见什么？ Well, when you do dream, what do you dream about?
小时候的家 A childhood home.
清洁台和银器 Clean counters and silverware.
为一家人准备的餐桌 A table set for a family.
你在餐桌上吃过饭吗？ You ever eat at a table?
没有 No.
我。。。我记得当时的感觉是。。。 I... I do remember feeling like...
就像所有的东西 你懂的 厨房用具和盘子 like everything, you know, the kitchenware and the dishes
还有食物。。。 and the food...
就像一切都回到了它们所属的位置上 你懂吗 it was like they had their own place, you know.
比如 盘子回到碗橱里 Like, dishes went in the cupboard
银器进抽屉里 and the silverware in the drawer.
食物进冰箱里 Food in the fridge.
如果你有这么个专属位置 If you had a place,
你会在哪里？ where would it be?
敬詹姆斯和杰里米的最新合并 A toast to James and Jeremy's new merger.
哦 不是合并 亲爱的 是收购 Oh, it's not a merger, honey, it's an acquisition.
哦 得由他来纠正我 Oh, he has to correct me.
我很高兴能举杯 I'm very happy to raise a glass
敬我最好的朋友 我姐姐 和我妻子 to my best friend, my sister, and my wife
庆祝这个美好的时刻 to celebrate this wonderful occasion.
- 我爱你们大家 干杯 - 干杯 - I love you all, cheers. - Cheers.
但说真的 得向杰里米脱帽致敬 But in all seriousness, hats off to Jeremy.
你真是开夜车费老大劲才把这事儿办成 You really burned the midnight oil to push this thing through.
我对这次冒险感到非常兴奋 I'm very excited about this venture.
我们正朝着一个全新的企业方向前进 We're going a whole new corporate direction.
巨额资产出售 大规模人员重组。。。 Huge asset sale, major re-staffing...
辛西娅 给他们展示一下你的周年纪念礼物 Cynthia, show them your anniversary gift.
这绝对令人震精 That is absolutely stunning.
谢谢你没迟到 Thank you for not being late.
晚安 亲爱的 Goodnight, sweetheart.
晚安 Goodnight.
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麦迪逊 你要喝水吗？ Madison, you want water?
好了 好好休息吧 All right, now you rest.
泰勒太太 Mrs. Taylor.
我是汤普森警探 I'm Detective Thompson.
可以告诉我发生了什么事吗？ Can you tell me what happened?
嘿 嘿 放松点 Hey, hey, relax.
哦 上帝啊 Oh, oh my god.
我在这儿多久了？ How long have I been in here?
两天 Two days.
听着 我知道这对你来说很难 Look, I know this is very difficult
但你还是得告诉我到底发生了什么事 but I'm gonna need you to tell me what happened.
你只记得这些吗？ Is that all you can remember?
警官 我丈夫呢？ Detective, where's my husband?
我很遗憾 泰勒女士。。。 Look, I'm sorry, Ms. Taylor but...
你丈夫没能挺过来 your husband didn't make it.
什么？ What?
你。。。 What...
你。。。你说什么？ What... what are you saying?
你说什么？！ What are you saying?!
哦上帝 哦上帝！ Oh god, oh god!
我们会查到凶手的 We'll find out who did this.
警察走后 After the police left
我叫了些女佣进来 I had the maids come in.
冰箱里很充足 The fridge is fully stocked.
一切都回到原来的位置上 Everything's back in its place.
哦 还有 额。。。 Oh and uh...
我给你换了锁 I had your locks changed.
麦迪 还有什么我能帮你的吗？ Mad, is there anything else I can do for you?
不 不用了 我没事 No, no, I'm okay.
警方有什么线索吗？ Do the police have any leads?
没有 No.
可是你看到那人的脸了是吗？ But you saw his face right?
是的 我看到了他的眼睛 Yeah, I saw his eyes.
好啊 那很好 Well that 's good, that's good.
但是这足够辨认凶手的身份吗？ But is it enough to identify him?
我想是吧？ I think so?
麦迪 你确定不用我陪你过夜？ Maddie, are you sure you don't want me to spend the night?
谢谢你 Thank you.
我没事 I'll be okay.
我会没事的 I'll be okay.
麦迪逊 Madison.
一切都回归原位 Everything is in its place.
麦迪逊 一切都回归原位 Madison, everything is in its place.
可是你看到那人的脸了是吗？ But you saw his face, right?
我看到了他的眼睛 I saw his eyes.
你最近怎么样？ So how are you these days?
好吧 Okay.
我给你看几张照片 一旦认出 I'm going to show you several photos and I want you
其中任何一个人就告诉我 to tell me if you recognize any of these men.
慢慢看 Take your time.
- 有眼熟的吗？ - 没有 - Do any of them look familiar? - No.
你确定？要不要再仔细看看？ Are you sure or can you take a closer look?
没有他 It's not him.
听着 我知道你经历了一些创伤 Look, I know you've been through something traumatic.
- 可我。。。 - 没有他！ - But I'm... - It's not him!
这上面没有他！ He's not in that book!
我能提点建议吗？ Can I suggest something?
作为一名警探 我见识过很多破事儿 Being a detective I've seen a lot of shit.
也许你需要找个人谈谈 Maybe you need to see someone.
这方面有经验的人 Someone with experience.
你所经历的一切没有真正的解决办法 Now what you've been through there's no real way to cope.
我以为你就是你说的有经验的人 警官 I thought you were someone with experience, Detective.
我想我错了 I guess I was wrong.
恕我不送 You can see yourself out.
我不能住在这儿 I can't live here.
能帮我找个房产中介吗？ Can you find me a real estate agent?
当然 Sure.
这是一位艺术家的仓库 It's an artist warehouse.
我们把它改造成了一间崭新且质朴的阁楼 We've converted it to a pristine loft.
有一间卧室 一间浴室 It has one bedroom, one bath.
而窗外的江景尽收眼底 And outstanding views of the river.
米拉 这不符合我的要求 Mila, this isn't what I asked for.
我知道 我必须带你来看看 I know, I had to show it to you.
这是一套新上市的房 It just came on the market.
你是第一个来看房的人 麦迪逊 You're the first one to see it, Maddison.
一定有很多噪音 瞧这么多窗户 There must be so much noise, look at all these windows.
这些窗是隔音的 The windows are sound proofed.
- 什么时候可以住进来？ - 拎包就能入住 - When's it available? - Immediately.
如果您喜欢 我建议您出个价 If you like it I recommend you put in an offer.
您要拍什么？ What are you photographing?
人文 People.
为什么不在白天拍摄？ Why not shoot in daytime?
因为我喜欢在晚上拍 Because I like to shoot at night.
您是想干嘛 女士？ What are you doing, ma'am?
三个月后
我不喜欢我父亲 I didn't like my father.
这点他很清楚 他也不喜欢我 He made it very clear he didn't like me either.
我母亲去世后。。。 After my mother died...
我爸把我锁在地下室里 He locked me in a basement.
你在地下室里会做些什么事？ What would you do in the basement?
我读了仅有的一本书 I read the only book I had.
一遍又一遍 Over and over.
“一种对强烈情感和感觉的强烈渴望 'A wild longing for strong emotions and sensations
在我心中沸腾 seethed in me.
对这个平淡无奇的 A rage against this toneless, flat,
平凡 贫瘠的生活 normal and sterile life.
我有打碎东西的疯狂冲动 I have a mad impulse to smash something.
也许是一间仓库或一所大教堂 A warehouse perhaps or a cathedral.
抑或是我自己” Or myself.'
（译者注：德国浪漫派作家赫尔曼·黑塞代表作） 《荒原狼》 嗯 Steppenwolf, hm.
你也读过？ You've read it?
每周同一时刻 Same time every week.
你好吗 泰勒女士？ How are you, Ms. Taylor?
我要是知道是谁寄的就更好了 I'd be better if I knew who was sending these.
我理解 抱歉我只是个。。。 I know, I 'm sorry I'm just...
我知道 我知道 你只是个送花使者 I know, I know, the messenger.
对的 Yeah.
霞霞侬 Thank you.
我长得越来越高 超过了他 I grew taller than him.
我意识到自己比他更强壮了 I realized I was stronger than him.
那就是你的转折点 是吗？爱迪 Was that your turning point, Eddie?
自那时起我开始认识到规矩并不适用 It was when I realized the rules don't apply.
但是爱迪 规矩是适用的 But Eddie, the rules do apply.
所以你才进了这里 That 's why you' re here.
你想让坏事消失 Well you try to make bad things disappear.
就像从没发生过一样 Like they never happened.
我不能遗忘他对我做的事 I couldn't let what he did to me be forgotten.
我怎么可能不让他付出代价呢？ How would I without making him pay for it?
一个人要被别人逼迫多久。。。 How far does one get pushed before...
才会开始反击？ they start to push back?
那么你到底要反击什么？ And what specifically were you pushing back against?
告诉我 你杀了你爸爸是什么感觉？ Tell me, what did it feel like when you killed your dad?
我感觉就像在海滩上 It felt like being at the beach.
呼吸着清新的海洋空气 Breathing in clean ocean air.
终于感受到了自由是吗？ Did you finally feel free?
泰勒太太 Mrs. Taylor.
我们抓到了一个疑似那晚凶手的嫌疑人 We picked up a guy the other night.
他与凶手有很多相似之处 He has some similarities.
同样的手套 也在附近作案 Gloves, same vicinity.
我们已经以非法侵入罪起诉他 We have him on trespassing charges
但我需要你过来确认他的身份 but I need you to come down here and ID him.
他现在被关押了 He's in lock up right now.
你明天能来吗？ Can you come down tomorrow?
据我们所知。。。 So as far as we know...
你是唯一见过他脸的人 you're the only one to see his face.
带进来 Bring him in.
面对前方 Face the front.
认出他了吗？ Do you see him?
2号 Number two.
2号 向前一步 Number two, step forward.
是他吗？ Is that him?
给我去把2号从这儿押走 Come get number two, get his ass out of here.
嘿 Hey.
做个深呼吸 好吗 Take a deep breath, okay.
我知道这对你来说不是件容易的事 I know this hasn't been the easiest thing for you.
我需要你上法庭作证 I'm going to need you to come down to court and testify.
好吗？ Okay?
病人姓名：弗朗西斯·塔特 年龄：35岁 病情：天生肺萎陷 被寄养
我是伊恩·科恩斯 我是纽约州 My name is Ian Kerns, I'm an Assistant District Attorney
助理地方检察官 for the State of New York.
这次取证根据 This deposition is being held in accordance
纽约州刑法 with the New York State penal code
对被告进行刑事诉讼 被告名为： on the criminal proceedings against the defendant,
弗朗西斯·塔特 Francis Tate.
早上好 泰勒太太 Good morning, Mrs. Taylor.
请你清楚地说出自己的姓名 Can you state your name clearly.
我是麦迪逊·泰勒 是名医生 Doctor Madison Taylor.
你接下来的所有回答若出现虚假证词 Your answers are going to be given under
将以伪证罪受惩 你明白吗？ penalty of perjury, do you understand?
是 我明白 Yes, I do.
请举起你的右手 跟我念 Please raise your right hand and repeat after me.
本人 麦迪逊·泰勒医生 发誓所说均为实话 I, Doctor Madison Taylor, swear to tell the truth,
真实 完整 而且只说实话 愿上帝保佑我 the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me God.
本人 麦迪逊·泰勒医生 发誓所说均为实话 I, Doctor Madison Taylor, swear to tell the truth,
真实 完整 而且只说实话 愿上帝保佑我 the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me God.
泰勒医生 请你用你自己的话陈述一下 Dr. Taylor, will you please state in your own words
6月8日晚上发生了什么事？ what happened on the evening of June 8th?
当时我睡着了 I was asleep.
我被很响的声音吵醒 I woke up because I heard some loud noises
我转过头看我丈夫 但他没在我身边 and I looked over to see my husband and he wasn't there.
于是我来到走廊 听见浴室里有扭打声 So I went to the hall and heard a scuffle in the bathroom.
我打开门 看见一个戴着面具的人 When I opened the door a man in a mask
正在攻击我丈夫 was attacking my husband
他把我丈夫打倒在地 and he knocked him to the ground
然后那人抓住了我 and then the man grabbed me.
把我撞到墙上 我就不省人事了 Threw me against the wall and I went unconscious.
你还记得此人有什么显著的特征吗？ Do you remember if this man had any distinguishing features?
他的眼睛 His eyes.
你觉得根据你记得的这些描述 Do you think you'd be able to identity this man
能认出此人吗？ based off of the description you remember?
能 Yes.
泰勒医生 你是否认得现在坐在受审席上 Doctor Taylor, do you see the man in question
面对着你的 正接受质询的这个人？ in front of you in the deposition room at this time?
不 我不认得 No, I do not.
泰勒太太 你应该很清楚你的回答 Mrs. Taylor, you do understand that your responses
会以伪证罪而受到惩罚 are given under penalty of perjury.
我清楚 I do.
请你再仔细看看坐在你面前的这个人 Please take another look at the man sitting in front of you.
是否就是6月8日你在你家里见到的 Is this the man you remember seeing in your home
那个人？ on June 8th?
不 我很抱歉 不是他 No, I 'm sorry, it's not.
麦迪逊！ Madison!
麦迪逊？ Madison?
你搞什么鬼？ What the fuck was that?
回答我 Answer me.
不是他 It wasn't him.
可你说过是他 But you said it was.
好吧 我认错了 Well, I was wrong.
- 你是爱迪的朋友？ - 是的 - You Eddie's friend? - Yeah.
- 嗨 我是。。。 - 不用说名字 - Hi, I'm... - No names.
希望你知道自己在做什么 亲 Sure hope you know what you're doing, honey.
喝咖啡吗？ Coffee?
我们应该相互了解一下 We should get to know each other.
坐这儿 Sit here.
服务员？ Can we?
要喝点什么吗？ Something to drink?
咖啡 谢谢 Just coffee, thanks.
你的脸愈合得很好 Your face healed up nicely.
- 你的脸 - 谢谢 - Your face. - Thank you.
你为什么不指认我？ Why didn't you turn me in?
不会是因为你想跟踪我吧 It wasn't because you wanted to follow me here.
我没有跟踪你 I wasn't following you.
是嘛 我希望你我能坦诚相待 Yeah, I was hoping we could be honest with each other.
那晚你为什么选我家？ Why did you pick my house that night?
我想和你选你这条裙子的原因是一样的 I guess same reason you chose that dress.
我看着喜欢就选了呗 无差别 I liked the way it looked.
就因为你 我根本睡不好觉 I can't sleep because of you.
是啊 你看起来很累 Yeah, you look tired.
很累 我很累 I am, I am.
你睡不着觉的时候会做什么？ What do you do when you can't sleep?
我尾行 I follow.
我跟在别人后头尾行 I follow people.
我。。。我还拍他们 And I... I take photographs.
偷拍吗。。。 People...
拍他们吃饭？拍他们做爱？ eating? People having sex?
你拍他们什么？ People doing what?
我拍那些我觉得有趣的人 People I find interesting.
你是干什么的？ What do you do for a living?
我是一名犯罪心理疗师 I'm a forensic psychologist.
我帮助犯人们获得假释 I help prisoners with their parole.
某一类犯人 Criminals.
像你这样的死刑犯 Criminals like you.
好吧 Okay.
那么 额。。。 And um...
你干这行多久了？ how long have you been doing this?
很多年了 Years.
佛祖啊 不服不行 God, I admire that.
我是说 你要怎么改变一个人？ I mean, how do you change someone?
你改变不了 You can't.
除非他们需要帮助 Not unless they want help.
大多数人都会掩盖自己内心 外表装出一副若无其事的样子 Most people put on a facade on what they want to be.
有时候一个人在毫无防备的情况下 Sometimes catching someone off guard
会被揭穿真实面目 you can tell who they really are inside.
除非你闯入他们的生活 Unless you break into their lives
并永远改变他们 and change them forever.
你丈夫的死是个意外 Your husband was an accident.
我意思是 要不是你当时在场 死的可能是我 I mean, if you hadn't been there I might be the one who's dead.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
真的 I am.
我逃出去的时候按了警报铃 I tripped the alarm on my way out
为了救护车能尽快赶来救你 to make sure the ambulances got to you.
送我花的人就是你吗？ Are you the one who's sending me flowers?
你认为今天会发生什么？ What do you think will happened today?
我要你记住我说的每一句话 好吗 I want you to remember everything I'm saying, okay.
你精神崩溃了 什么都不记得了 You had a psychotic break and you don't remember anything.
- 好吧 - 现在跟着我复述 - Okay. - Now repeat after me.
我一时冲动 一眨眼工夫一切就都结束了 I had a rush of emotion, I blinked and it was over.
我不记得发生了什么 I just don't remember what happened.
复述 Repeat.
好吧 All right.
我不记得发生了什么 I don't remember anything that happened.
我一时冲动 I felt a rush of emotion.
一眨眼工夫一切就都结束了 I blinked and it was over.
- 你就这么告诉他们 - 好的 - That's what you tell them. - Okay.
对不起我来晚了 Sorry that I'm late.
麦迪逊·泰勒医生 Doctor Madison Taylor,
这是我们关于爱德华·强森假释的第二次听证会 this is our second hearing on parole for Edward Johnson.
是的 我与强森先生在无监控的情况下 Yes, I've spent just under 121 hours
进行了将近121个小时的会面 of unmonitored sessions with Mr. Johnson.
爱迪患有一种我们称之为狂怒症的精神疾病 Eddie suffered what we call a psychotic rage.
所有的情绪都立刻流露出来 All of his emotions came out at once.
他不记得那件事了 他只记得摆脱了 He doesn't remember the event, he just remembers getting rid
他所有的羁绊 of all of his feelings.
他不记得杀害了自己的父亲 He doesn't remember murdering his father.
爱迪已经表现出了内疚和自责的迹象 Eddie has shown signs of guilt and remorse
以及对社会规范的依附 and attachment to societal norms.
您认为他会对其他囚犯或是对他自身 Do you believe he's a threat to other inmates
- 构成威胁吗？ - 不 我不认为 - or to himself? - No, I don't.
您的临床建议是什么？ What is your clinical recommendation?
我的建议是爱德华·强森已经准备好回归社会 That Edward Johnson is prepared to assimilate back
- 成为社会人了 - 谢谢您 泰勒医生 - into the population. - Thank you, Dr. Taylor.
我们将审查您的建议 We will review your recommendation.
谢谢您们的宝贵时间 Thank you for your time.
麦迪 你上哪儿去了？ Mad, where'd you go?
不好意思 你说什么了吗？ I'm so sorry, did you say something?
我知道你想念他 我也想念他 I know you miss him, I miss him too.
麦迪 跟我。。。跟我谈谈心吧 来吧 我们是伐木累 Maddie, let's... let's talk, come on, we're a family.
你什么事都可以跟我谈的 You can tell me anything.
我只是。。。 I'm just having...
遇到点。。。 trouble...
困境 fitting in.
我感觉我可以。。。 Feeling like I can...
回到最佳状态的 get back in the groove of things.
嗯 这可以理解 Well, that's understandable.
遭遇了那么一段痛苦的经历 Been through a traumatic experience.
我就是觉得我不再像原来的自己了 I just don't feel like myself.
有些事必须。。。 Something has to...
转变 必须有所改变 shift, something has to change.
好吧 也许是你的工作要变一变 Well, maybe your career.
也许吧 Maybe.
我不知道这些年来你是怎么做到的 I don 't know how you' ve done it all these years
和那些杀人狂在同一间漆黑的屋子里促膝长谈 sitting in a dark room with all those killers.
不是那样的 你不明白 It's not that, you don't understand.
听着 我只是想让你开心点 Look, I just want you to be happy,
就像詹姆斯和我 like James and I.
亲爱的 你很迷人很抢手 我。。。我知道说这话太早了 Honey, you're a catch and I... I know it's too soon.
我知道他是我弟弟 可是。。。 I know it's my brother, but...
也许你会遇到新的意中人 maybe you'll meet somebody.
也许吧 Maybe.
好吧 内什么 我有点累了 All right, well, listen, I'm getting a little tired here
- 我都想叫辆差头了 - 要不要我给你叫一辆？ - and I kinda wanna get a cab. - You want me to get you a cab?
不用了 又没下雨 我走着回去好了 No, it's a nice night, I'm gonna walk.
- 哦 可吧 - 可 - Oh, okay. - Okay.
- 爱你哦 - 爱你 - I love you. - I love you.
- 咋的了？ - 我出了点状况 - What? - I did something.
我必须要见你 I had to see you.
你是唯一能理解的人 You're the only one who'll understand.
告诉我细节 Give me the details.
细节决定一切 God is in the details.
我看见一个女孩 I saw her.
她。。。 She was...
她在街上与我擦肩而过 She was walking down the street.
我觉得那一刻我的心。。。 I thought my heart was gonna...
都快跳出来了 beat out of my chest.
于是 我跟踪她 So, I followed her.
她的 额。。。 Her, uh...
她的公寓很优雅 Her apartment was pastel,
有一种异样的平静感 and it was oddly calming,
那床单 and the sheets
在她眠床上形成的弧度 闻起来就像。。。 arc on her bed and they smelled like...
清洗过的衣物 fresh laundry,
它们是那么的柔软 and they were so soft.
我还看到壁炉上有威士忌 And I saw that there was whiskey on the mantle,
我。。。我偷了她的。。。 and I... I stole her...
别 别告诉我你偷了什么 Don 't, don't tell me what you stole.
好吗？ Okay?
只有她才应该知道你偷了什么 She is the only one who should know what you took.
还有千万不要戴手套 And don't ever wear gloves.
否则你的部分痕迹会一直遗留在现场 That way a part of you always stays there.
继续说 Continue.
我能闻到她的香水味 I could smell her perfume.
当她走进房间的时候 When she came in the apartment,
她吓坏了 she was so scared.
吓得都不敢迈步 She could barely walk.
噢 那种感觉太令人兴奋了 Oh, it was exhilarating.
是的 Yeah.
现在你想更兴奋 And now you want more.
你不是唯一一个喜欢观察别人的人 You're not the only one that likes to watch other people.
麦迪逊 Madison.
为什么你没有孩子？ Why didn't you ever have children?
我不知道 I don't know.
为什么你的房子还在出售？ Why is your house still on the market?
我不知道 I don't know.
你睡觉的时候像个天使 You look like an angel while you're sleeping,
这是我之前想说的 that's what I wanted to say before.
不要 不！ Don't, no!
我的上帝 你吓死我了！ Oh, my God, you scared the shit out of me!
现在不是时候 我还有工作要做 And now is not the time, I have work to do.
- 甚么一回事？ - 我有新任务 - What's going on? - I have new clients.
任务？ Clients?
是机密 辛西娅 It's confidential, Cynthia.
我得请你离开了 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.
我擦 你在抽烟？ Oh, are you smoking?
你这究竟什么情况？ What is going on with you?
我。。。我不明白 I... I don't understand.
你不会明白的 You wouldn't understand.
你和我很像 You and I are a lot alike.
我小时候经常破门而入 When I was a kid I used to break into houses.
我感觉我被赋予的生活 I felt suffocated by the life that I had been given
和必须作出的选择整得窒息了 and the choices that I had to make.
所以 我会在晚上闯入那些房子 So, I would break into these houses at night,
我会在别人的床上躺平 and I would get in people's beds,
我会穿上她们的衣服 and I would put on their clothes,
我会看她们的书 那种惬意的 and I would read their books, and it just felt so nice
感觉真好 to take a break
所有那些麦迪逊不得不做出的选择 from all the choices that Madison had to make.
你到底想从我这得到什么 麦迪逊？ What is it that you want from me, Madison?
你想杀我吗？ Do you wanna kill me?
你想搞我吗？ You wanna fuck me?
是 我原本是想杀你 但后来 我想我能帮你 Yeah, I do wanna kill you. And then, I thought I could help you.
♪ 我走在人群中 对自己的生活感到陌生 ♪ ♪ I walk the masses, stranger to my own life ♪
♪ 我是个寂寞的人 心里流着孤独的血 ♪ ♪ I'm a lonely, bleeding on the inside ♪
♪ 燃烧的伤口 渴望着永恒 ♪ ♪ A burning wound craving for eternity ♪
♪ 发掘爱情 发掘一些纯洁而美好的事物 ♪ ♪ Unearthing love, something pure and beautiful ♪
♪ 纯洁而美好的事物 ♪ ♪ Something pure and beautiful ♪
♪ 有些事在我内心深处 ♪ ♪ It's something deep inside of me ♪
♪ 人世间有些不对劲 ♪ ♪ There's something wrong ♪
♪ 人们哭泣 人们挨饿 各种杂事 各种职责 ♪ ♪ People cry, starving chores and duties ♪
♪ 从不接触 无缘无故唠嗑 ♪ ♪ Never touching, talking without reason ♪
♪ 总有一天生活会有意义 ♪ ♪ To a point where life gets a meaning ♪
♪ 我们是佛系享乐主义者 脸上总挂着笑容 ♪ ♪ A Buddhist hedonist, a smile on our faces ♪
♪ 我们笑口常开 ♪ ♪ A smile on our faces ♪
♪ 人世间有些不对劲 ♪ ♪ There's something wrong ♪
♪ 有些事在我内心深处 ♪ ♪ There's something deep inside of me ♪
♪ 人世间有些不对劲 ♪ ♪ There's something wrong ♪
♪ 有些事在我内心深处 ♪ ♪ There's something deep inside of me ♪
不 不！ No, no!
不 别动 放着我来 No, no, leave it on.
你可真他妈猛 That was fucking hot.
钱在桌上 Money's on the table.
你搞什么飞机 罗伯特？ What the fuck, Robert?
你不采纳我的建议？ You're not taking my recommendation?
- 有话好好说 - 这个人蹲监狱的时间 - Take a breath. - This man has done
比你坐那张椅子的时间还久10年！ 10 years longer than you have even sat in that chair!
他值得回归社会 He deserves to be back in society.
不 是你误诊了 他就是个冷血的变态 No, you misdiagnosed that, he's a stone-cold psychopath
毫无一丝懊悔 who has no signs of remorse.
而你。。。你还建议释放他？ And... and you recommended a release?
- 这不能接受 麦迪逊 - 你根本就不了解他 - Unacceptable, Madison. - You don't even know him,
- 罗伯特！ - 我需要了解什么？ - Robert! - What do I need to know?
文件里都写着呢 It's all right there in the file.
这个人确实杀了他父亲 This is a man who murdered his father
但那是因为他父亲一次又一次地虐待他逼着他杀人的 because he was pushed over and over again.
如果我一次又一次地逼你呢？ What if I pushed you over and over again?
也许你需要休息一段时间 Maybe you need to take some time off.
是 因为我是问题所在 Yeah, because I'm the problem.
不 你才是问题所在 No, you are the problem.
这间办公室才是问题所在 This office is the problem.
你想控制我 就像其他 You're trying to control me, just like all
- 所有人一样 - 听着 麦迪逊 - of the rest of them. - Look, Madison,
我一直很尊重你 也很关心你 I have been very respectful and caring about the fact
因为你经历了那么严重的创伤 that you have gone through a trauma.
有时候 你得停止找发泄的借口 At some point, you gotta stop using excuses
要向前看 and move ahead.
好吗 我们都希望你能好起来 Okay, now we all want you to get better.
我比以往任何时候都好 罗伯特 I'm better than ever, Robert,
你他妈管好你自己吧 and I am gonna fuck your life up.
你还是休息一阵子吧 麦迪逊 Take some time, Madison.
当然不是永久性的停职 Doesn't have to be permanent.
行吧 操你妈 Yeah, fuck you.
我觉得我的。。。 I feel like this...
负担减轻了 weight has been lifted,
我终于融入了自我 and I'm finally in my skin.
但是 我能呼吸到海洋的空气 But, I can breathe ocean air.
感觉一定很好 Must feel nice.
我在想 如果我们曾经相遇过 I wonder if things had been different
情况会不会有所不同 if you and I would've ever met.
不知 I don't know.
比如 如果我只是 Like, if I were just
在咖啡店之类的地方 at a coffee shop or something.
我会来到你身旁 I would come over to you
然后介绍自己 and introduce myself.
嗨 Hi.
我叫肖恩 I'm Sean.
我叫丽莎 I'm Lisa.
很高兴认识你 丽莎 Nice to meet you, Lisa.
我喜欢你的整体颜值 你的整个气场 I like your whole look, your whole vibe.
很。。。很不错 It 's... it's good.
谢谢 这是 额 这是我的新尝试 Thank you, it's something, uh, new I'm trying.
这样感觉更像我 It feels more me.
起作用了 It's working.
喝点我的酒 Have some of mine.
如果 What if
不是你想的那样呢？ it wasn't what you thought?
如果我是为了报仇呢？ What if I was here for revenge?
报仇？ Revenge?
比如 我带你来这儿就是为了。。。 Like, I brought you here just so I could...
杀我 Kill me.
我是说 你也一样可以杀了我 I mean, you could also kill me.
但是 这难道不算另一种刺激吗？ But, isn't that part of the thrill?
灯是亮着的 The lights were on.
- 什么？ - 那晚 - What? - The night
你闯进我家那晚 you broke into my house.
灯是亮着的 The lights were on.
你并不是无差别闯入 That was no accident.
你知道我在家 You knew I was home.
你跟踪我多久了？ How long were you following me?
两周 Two weeks.
你喜欢你看到的吗？ Did you like what you saw?
喜欢 I did.
让你性奋了吗？ Did it turn you on?
欧耶 Ah, yes.
你俩搁这儿干嘛？ What are you guys doing here?
我们想帮你 We wanna help.
我们在这儿是因为我们爱你 We're here because we love you.
麦迪 过来坐下 Maddie, come sit down.
来吧 你在安全的地方 Come on, you're in a safe place.
我们是来支持你的 We're just here to support you.
詹姆斯和我 我们在乎你 James and I, we care.
我们。。。 We...
我们觉得你的应对方式 We don't think that you're coping with this
不太健康 in a healthy way.
你想让我怎么应对 辛西娅？ How would you like me to cope, Cynthia?
拜托 麦迪逊 别自欺欺人了 Come on, Madison, don't bullshit me.
你变了 You've changed.
我是变了 I have.
你觉得我是傻逼吗？ Do you think I'm stupid?
被你放跑的那个人 The man that you set free
杀了我弟弟 who murdered my brother,
他杀了你丈夫 your husband.
我的上。。。 Oh, my...
我的上帝 Oh, my God.
是你计划好的 You planned this.
- 是你干的！ - 辛西娅 - You did this! - Cynthia.
辛西娅 坐下 冷静 Cynthia, sit down, calm down.
每个人 都冷静 Everybody, calm down.
好吗 咱们先冷静下来 All right, let's just settle down.
听着 我们知道这并不容易 Listen, we know that this hasn't been easy.
好吗 所以我们愿意出钱带你去 Okay, and we're willing to pay for you to go
一家治疗机构 to a treatment facility.
你懂的 辛西娅和我只是想让你感觉好点 You know, Cynthia and I just want you to feel better.
- 你说呢 麦迪逊？ - 别碰我 - What do you say, Madison? - Don't touch me.
嘿 麦迪逊 Hey, Madison.
- 你现在很困惑 - 不 詹姆斯 - You're confused. - No, James,
困惑的是你们 you're confused.
这不是友情 也不是亲情 This isn't friendship or family.
这是PUA This is control.
你们根本不在乎我 你们在乎的是利益 You don't care about me, you care about things.
利益怎么样 你们能得到多少 How things look, what you've got,
所有的财物 银行里的钱 all your stuff, money in the bank.
我真不敢相信我们曾经爱过你 I can't believe we ever loved you.
我也不敢相信你自以为你有多了解我 辛西娅 I can't believe you ever thought you fucking knew me, Cynthia.
这不叫做爱 That's not love.
这叫做裁决 It's judgment.
物以类聚 人以群分 Everything is in its place.
还有这是我家 And it's my house,
只要我想 我可以把这里一把火烧了 and I can burn it down if I want to.
所以给我滚！ So, get out!
我的利益 My things.
不 No.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
你想让坏事消失 When you try to make bad things disappear,
就像从没发生过一样 like they never happened.
我怎么知道在那之前你对我做了什么？ How could I know what you did to me before that?
不在沉默中爆发 就在沉默中灭亡 A rage against this toneless,
平淡 平凡 贫瘠的生活 flat, normal, sterile life.
你丈夫的死是个意外 Your husband was an accident.
要不是你在场 死的可能是我 If you hadn't been there, I might be the one who's dead.
我看到了他的脸 I just saw his face.
是吧？ Right?
那对眼睛 Just those eyes.
麦迪逊 你很困惑 Madison, you're confused.
我感觉就像在海滩上 Felt like being at the beach.
呼吸着清新的海洋空气 Like breathing the clean ocean air.
嗯 Hm.
你该怎么做 你该怎么做？ What are you supposed to do, what are you supposed to do?
麦迪逊 Madison.
你该怎么做？ What are you supposed to do?
回家 Go home.
收拾我的行李 凌晨你会来接我 Pack my bags and you'll pick me up in the morning.
去做个乖女孩 Go be a good girl.
随他去吧 Let him go.
他没用了 He's worthless.
詹姆斯？ James?
1年后
你和我很像 我能理解你 You and I are a lot alike. I understand that, um,
适应压力 以特定的方式 pressure fit in and look a certain way
做特定的事 and do a certain thing.
做一个不属于你的人 Be someone you're not.
我知道真正自由的感觉是什么样的 I know what it's like to really feel free.
把别人的生命掌控在自己手中 To hold someone's life in your hands.
如果你仔细留心聆听我的话 If you listen closely and pay attention,
也许我能教你 I might be able to teach you something.
如何 How to
做到两全其美 get the best of both worlds.
什么时候戴上面具 什么时候摘下面具 When to put the mask on, when to take it off.
做真实的自己 Be who you really are.
我们开始吧？ Shall we begin?
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